The corridor

The sound of my footsteps, amplified by the narrow dark brown corridor walls. Where is here? I do not know. All I know is that I've been walking for a while now, one small step at a time, towards the only light source which  forever ahead but never reached.


I halted and silence fell.


I turned around and see nothing but the corridor I just passed that lead back to nothingness. I touched the wall, cold it is, but not too cold. I sat and rested on the dry and dusty shellac'ed floor. Dark and silent it is, as I sat there staring at nothingness.


Cheerful sounds erupted from the distant light. I stood up and ran after the light. Stomping sounds of my footsteps amplified again by the narrow walls.


The sounds jeered and taunted then stopped. I stopped and catch my breath. With heavier heart, I continued my walk, again with a small step at a time with nothing more than a mere guided corridor, the sound of my own heavy breathing and the light that shall never be reached...

Hello there,

Where are you heading?
What are you going to do?
What do you intend to do?
Which way are you heading?
Where are you going?
Do you have an aim?
What is your goal?


...for what?

The Truth

Which do you prefer?

Hurt by the truth,
or
Continue happily lied to?

Anyways, I will not force my company on those who does not want it.

Internet? Neccessary but not a neccessity.

I think I am getting over internet addiction
since I have not been online at all for the past 4 days.

The reason would be that I have borrowed my broadband to my friend,
and I was too lazy to carry my  heavy laptop to a WiFi spot.

Although computers with internet connection is available in the library,
I was never comfortable logging in to any of my account in a public computer.

So yeah, so many excuses.

Another week has passed.

I presented my seminar, a great relief,
so I gave myself a week worth of holiday.

I still got for classes, but totally ignored my school work after that.

Helped out in the ICT showcase, quite a welcoming experience than the usual boring routine of college life.

I will need restart my FYP by next week, first testing before christmas. ><

PS: first time of buying myself a Starbucks yesterday during a yum cha with friend ^^

Busy....? Yeah Right

I always tell people I am busy recently,
I even tell myself that I am busy.

But in reality,
am I really that busy?

I guess not when I still found time to update my blog.
I guess not when I still found time to facebook.
I guess not when I still found time to watch TVB drama. [宫心计]

I think I am just afraid of letting my wonder freely, when that time comes, I will end up failing my semester.

The best way,
is still to learn to play hard when it is time to play.
and work hard when it is time to work.

PS: bought an USB extension which stabilized my connection. I wonder if it is really because of the extension cable or it is the fact that it is friday night in a college hostel where there are less people fighting for the line with me. [Don't my phone cable with me, post picture later.]

PPS: Replacement class tomorrow, that is why I am staying the night at the Hostel. 

I Duwan To Study Jor.... >.<

Finally managed to get a decent connection to be able to write something.

Although the irony would be that the place that I had finally found that has a decent HSDPA signal for my Maxis connection is in the library where there is already WiFi provided. >.<

Apart from wasting money on crappy connection that do not work, life's been busy lately.

With seminar presentation due next week, I am struggling to get myself to do some work. I do not know why, I just do not have the feeling to study this semester. Perhaps I have outgrown studies and would want to work now? Probably I should just let go of my goal of reaching a Master's Degree before starting my career?

Even being busy with seminar or just procrastinating by having the Microsoft Word with the seminar document open at one side of the screen and have Facebook opened at the browser at the other side of the screen, I have just volunteered to be a helper for the upcoming ICT Showcase from my college.

Spent the last weekend at a friend's place to finish 6 posters and MCQ for my lecturer. My friend and I being both perfectionists, needed almost a full 3 days to get it done as we were both unhappy with the designs and changed it many times. As always, we ended up getting the work done with the design that is not perfect but bearable [for us] because we ran out of time. XD

With mid term on the way along with more assignments deadlines creeping closer, I just hope that I can pass this semester without much problem. But, I hope even more a long rest and holiday T__T

Connected

Wheeee...

After scouting around for few weeks, I finally got myself a Maxis Broadband.

It is currently quite cheap to get one,

open sim modem, for only RM 199 available from both Celcom and Maxis

and now Maxis also came out with a non contract plan.

only RM 49 per month for students if you have modem and you can cancel it anytime.